I haven’t written a note here in a year. It’s obviously been a runaway year for everyone.

Summer 2021 comes with one goal: to build a platform. Which is always my goal. It isn’t working.

I think introversion makes it difficult for me to expand. Social anxiety has me running underground anytime I get too overwhelmed with the route to reaching people.

I always feel like my work is intense and people are shy to tell me what they really think. Which, I realize is a socially anxious way of thinking. I don’t know how to compartmentalize those thoughts so that I can be productive.

This summer I want to get to know more of you.

If you read something here and you want to speak with me about it, please do. You can DM me on IG. @rae.zel